so… true form?
this makes me feel awkward but w/e
this was weird to draw, because there were things i wanted or did not want to do, from a design/conceptual standpoint - just like normally developing a character - but i would get innate feelings saying, “no - that’s wrong” and “no - this is right”. i kind of had no choice but to follow them? (well, i had a choice - but i was going for accuracy, and not my own design that i think looks cool and is pleasing.)
for example, i didn’t like the idea of more than one head at all, but something was saying “yes, yes, this is correct”
so it’s weird to post, because it’s not like i’m all “wow look how cool and badass i am” but more like “i really dislike parts of this but i couldn’t ignore my feelings”
it’s not a hundred percent accurate. it never will be. there were things i could not draw or even visualize. but it’s the closest thing i have at this point.